it is no easy thing to find a friend along the way, i mean the friend whose smile extends, beyond a single day... who has a word of praise, for everything you do & when misfortune turns the tide, is still a friend to you. the kind of friend whose attitude is never dark or cold. but who is always loyal & who has a heart of gold.
-James J. Metcalfe


life is full of people who will make you laugh, cry, smile until your face hurts, and so happy that you think you'll burst. but the ones who leave their footprints on your soul are the ones that keep your life going.
-Nathalie Bernot

Friday, September 28, 2007

i should stop sleeping anywhere else except in my house. because i get very grouchy when i wake up.

and the rain didn't really help. but because the bunch of people me around was being retarded, so i joined in the fun too. for a little while. haha. so we ended up 'singing in the rain'. okay. maybe not singing. screeching would be a more appropriate word. we were trying to reach a note as high as possible, starting from middle C. (yes, that's us. the music bunch.) and my throat hurts really bad just now, cause i strained it too much. but it's better now, because i've had my green tea. (:

so it's down to the final week of school. i've told myself that i will sing the school song on monday. it's the last school song at morning assembly. ):

i'm really sad and scared of leaving school. i know there's still the o levels, but that's different. oh my gosh. i really can't stand the thought of leaving school. i'll never be able to walk along those familiar gounds everyday. i'll never be able to see familiar faces around me. ETC.

i really don't know how to express myself. well, i can't. it's like a lump in my throat, and in this case, i can't type it out here. (and no, it's not my sore throat.) i wonder how heavy my heart weighs. (no, i'm not trying to be funny.)

you know what. just a stop from tkgs, is the tanjong katong branch of canadian international school. i started wondering what would have happened if i had gone to canadian international school. but i ended up concluding that i'm glad i didn't go. cause i've totally fallen in love with the people around me.

and i have to say this. you'll never know how much i love the mep er 'clique'! because we do so much retarded stuff together, have many endless but memorable conversations, always trying to decide on a place to eat because we are so sick of school food (and always end up standing under the hot sun to decide), swooning over shilbe's singing (okay, maybe that's me and nat only), having ice cream during the break in sec 3, ETC. and for mep lessons, they are the fun-est lesson you can ever get. seriously. and i get to have nice conversations with nat. i'll really really miss mep lessons. ):

[EDIT] i left out one thing. the time when we went to popular to get files for our music writing portfolio. unforgettable. we stayed at popular for more than half an hour because there wasn't enough files for everyone and we searched high and low for them, we found out that we had extra files after we've paid (after endless countings too) and then we returned the files (and in the process changed some files too). [/EDIT]

[anyway most memorable: i keep breaking down during mep lesson, my hair will always look its best during mep lesson (HAHA! i bet yixiu will remember that!) and i get very high]

i don't know how i'll ever carry on without them. well, i get to experience that next year. oh well. it's so depressing to think about this. and o levels are not even over yet.

it's daddy's last day today. so he had gotten a helium balloon which says goodbye and good luck. i felt like crying when i saw that, even though it's not even mine. but it's heart-breaking to see that kind of message. and he had a very pretty bouquet of flowers. and a farewell scrap book. i went through it (haha!) and it was so heart-warming and heart-breaking. and it's not even for me! goodness. but SIGH. even though i've always said i wanted a nice farewell, but deep in my heart i know i wouldn't even want a farewell, cause that would mean goodbye.

composing time! jiayou vicki!
au revoir!

i shall do dedications to the mep clique the next time round! (well, i'll try. haha!)

vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!

7:20 AM

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